Sorry for your loss, Raellovo.
Many parents have gone since the early days of genesis, and that reminds me, to invest time into the living.
Since the early days my life led me into town, coming from the country and going back to country to find myself again.
I have a good profession, not so easy to get a job there, that implicates my opinion of freedom.
Most importend for me is the feeling and more doing something worth doing it.
Music is always a way of finding contact to my inner soul- also arts , theatre, close friends and family.

When I don't listen to music, I don't listen to myself.