Soul Reader7 August 2010 at 9:48pmPosts: 3479 (0 today)Status: offline
This is a wonderful, but long speech filled with wisdom for some one so young. I agree with them and applaud them for standing on that podium and saying their mind infront of everyone!
Last month, Erica Goldson graduated as valedictorian of Coxsackie-Athens High School. Instead of using her graduation speech to celebrate the triumph of her victory, the school, and the teachers that made it happen, she channeled her inner Ivan Illich and de-constructed the logic of a valedictorian and the whole educational system.
Erica originally posted her full speech on Sign of the Times, and without need for editing or cutting, here's the speech in its entirety:
Here I stand
There is a story of a young, but earnest Zen student who approached his teacher, and asked the Master, "If I work very hard and diligently, how long will it take for me to find Zen? The Master thought about this, then replied, "Ten years . ." The student then said, "But what if I work very, very hard and really apply myself to learn fast - How long then?" Replied the Master, "Well, twenty years." "But, if I really, really work at it, how long then?" asked the student. "Thirty years," replied the Master. "But, I do not understand," said the disappointed student. "At each time that I say I will work harder, you say it will take me longer. Why do you say that?" Replied the Master, "When you have one eye on the goal, you only have one eye on the path."
This is the dilemma I've faced within the American education system. We are so focused on a goal, whether it be passing a test, or graduating as first in the class. However, in this way, we do not really learn. We do whatever it takes to achieve our original objective.
Some of you may be thinking, "Well, if you pass a test, or become valedictorian, didn't you learn something? Well, yes, you learned something, but not all that you could have. Perhaps, you only learned how to memorize names, places, and dates to later on forget in order to clear your mind for the next test. School is not all that it can be. Right now, it is a place for most people to determine that their goal is to get out as soon as possible.
I am now accomplishing that goal. I am graduating. I should look at this as a positive experience, especially being at the top of my class. However, in retrospect, I cannot say that I am any more intelligent than my peers. I can attest that I am only the best at doing what I am told and working the system. Yet, here I stand, and I am supposed to be proud that I have completed this period of indoctrination. I will leave in the fall to go on to the next phase expected of me, in order to receive a paper document that certifies that I am capable of work. But I contest that I am a human being, a thinker, an adventurer - not a worker. A worker is someone who is trapped within repetition - a slave of the system set up before him. But now, I have successfully shown that I was the best slave. I did what I was told to the extreme. While others sat in class and doodled to later become great artists, I sat in class to take notes and become a great test-taker. While others would come to class without their homework done because they were reading about an interest of theirs, I never missed an assignment. While others were creating music and writing lyrics, I decided to do extra credit, even though I never needed it. So, I wonder, why did I even want this position? Sure, I earned it, but what will come of it? When I leave educational institutionalism, will I be successful or forever lost? I have no clue about what I want to do with my life; I have no interests because I saw every subject of study as work, and I excelled at every subject just for the purpose of excelling, not learning. And quite frankly, now I'm scared.
John Taylor Gatto, a retired school teacher and activist critical of compulsory schooling, asserts, "We could encourage the best qualities of youthfulness - curiosity, adventure, resilience, the capacity for surprising insight simply by being more flexible about time, texts, and tests, by introducing kids into truly competent adults, and by giving each student what autonomy he or she needs in order to take a risk every now and then. But we don't do that." Between these cinderblock walls, we are all expected to be the same. We are trained to ace every standardized test, and those who deviate and see light through a different lens are worthless to the scheme of public education, and therefore viewed with contempt.
H. L. Mencken wrote in The American Mercury for April 1924 that the aim of public education is not "to fill the young of the species with knowledge and awaken their intelligence. . Nothing could be further from the truth. The aim . is simply to reduce as many individuals as possible to the same safe level, to breed and train a standardized citizenry, to put down dissent and originality. That is its aim in the United States."
To illustrate this idea, doesn't it perturb you to learn about the idea of "critical thinking." Is there really such a thing as "uncritically thinking?" To think is to process information in order to form an opinion. But if we are not critical when processing this information, are we really thinking? Or are we mindlessly accepting other opinions as truth?
This was happening to me, and if it wasn't for the rare occurrence of an avant-garde tenth grade English teacher, Donna Bryan, who allowed me to open my mind and ask questions before accepting textbook doctrine, I would have been doomed. I am now enlightened, but my mind still feels disabled. I must retrain myself and constantly remember how insane this ostensibly sane place really is.
And now here I am in a world guided by fear, a world suppressing the uniqueness that lies inside each of us, a world where we can either acquiesce to the inhuman nonsense of corporatism and materialism or insist on change. We are not enlivened by an educational system that clandestinely sets us up for jobs that could be automated, for work that need not be done, for enslavement without fervency for meaningful achievement. We have no choices in life when money is our motivational force. Our motivational force ought to be passion, but this is lost from the moment we step into a system that trains us, rather than inspires us.
We are more than robotic bookshelves, conditioned to blurt out facts we were taught in school. We are all very special, every human on this planet is so special, so aren't we all deserving of something better, of using our minds for innovation, rather than memorization, for creativity, rather than futile activity, for rumination rather than stagnation? We are not here to get a degree, to then get a job, so we can consume industry-approved placation after placation. There is more, and more still.
The saddest part is that the majority of students don't have the opportunity to reflect as I did. The majority of students are put through the same brainwashing techniques in order to create a complacent labor force working in the interests of large corporations and secretive government, and worst of all, they are completely unaware of it. I will never be able to turn back these 18 years. I can't run away to another country with an education system meant to enlighten rather than condition. This part of my life is over, and I want to make sure that no other child will have his or her potential suppressed by powers meant to exploit and control. We are human beings. We are thinkers, dreamers, explorers, artists, writers, engineers. We are anything we want to be - but only if we have an educational system that supports us rather than holds us down. A tree can grow, but only if its roots are given a healthy foundation.
For those of you out there that must continue to sit in desks and yield to the authoritarian ideologies of instructors, do not be disheartened. You still have the opportunity to stand up, ask questions, be critical, and create your own perspective. Demand a setting that will provide you with intellectual capabilities that allow you to expand your mind instead of directing it. Demand that you be interested in class. Demand that the excuse, "You have to learn this for the test" is not good enough for you. Education is an excellent tool, if used properly, but focus more on learning rather than getting good grades.
For those of you that work within the system that I am condemning, I do not mean to insult; I intend to motivate. You have the power to change the incompetencies of this system. I know that you did not become a teacher or administrator to see your students bored. You cannot accept the authority of the governing bodies that tell you what to teach, how to teach it, and that you will be punished if you do not comply. Our potential is at stake.
For those of you that are now leaving this establishment, I say, do not forget what went on in these classrooms. Do not abandon those that come after you. We are the new future and we are not going to let tradition stand. We will break down the walls of corruption to let a garden of knowledge grow throughout America. Once educated properly, we will have the power to do anything, and best of all, we will only use that power for good, for we will be cultivated and wise. We will not accept anything at face value. We will ask questions, and we will demand truth.
So, here I stand. I am not standing here as valedictorian by myself. I was molded by my environment, by all of my peers who are sitting here watching me. I couldn't have accomplished this without all of you. It was all of you who truly made me the person I am today. It was all of you who were my competition, yet my backbone. In that way, we are all valedictorians.
I am now supposed to say farewell to this institution, those who maintain it, and those who stand with me and behind me, but I hope this farewell is more of a "see you later" when we are all working together to rear a pedagogic movement. But first, let's go get those pieces of paper that tell us that we're smart enough to do so!
rraven7 August 2010 at 11:59pmPosts: 3102 (0 today)Status: offline
I wonder how many people in the audience fell asleep during the speech. I remember my various graduation and no one in the audience or getting the diplomas were paying any attention.
Some bad grammar slips in there. Shows you we should just chuck the idea of school altogether in this country if we aren;t going to actually teach them anything.
I say just drop a kid in a remote area alone with a sleeping bag and a book of matches and then pick him/her up a week later. If the kid's still alive, there's a graduate. He or she has already learned morein that one week than 12 years in the US education system.
BTW - I graduated cum laude and have 2 college degrees (also cum laude), which shows you how low the standard is for American schooling. :-]
Mr_Clueless8 August 2010 at 2:53amPosts: 2013 (0 today)Status: offline
And I wonder how some (if not most) of the people from the audience reacted to her speech when they perceived she wasn't going to make the traditional celebration valedictory.
She was brave to present her opinions so openly and clearly in such a delicate moment. Brilliant, to say the least.
This reminds me of a quote from someone I can't remember now:
"Sometimes the truth hurts, but it doesn't make it less true."
Zenrider8 August 2010 at 3:10amPosts: 3547 (0 today)Status: offline
I'm just wonder how long before I can vote her President?
Zenrider8 August 2010 at 3:13amPosts: 3547 (0 today)Status: offline
Oh and yes I was one of those pesky doodlers. I created whole solar systems and such, named the planets, designed the worm holes that would allow for travel between the solar systems. Marked the ones that could support life, yet for some reason that didn't count in my high school chemistry class. :-]
Soul Reader8 August 2010 at 4:05amPosts: 3479 (0 today)Status: offline
Thanks for recognizing her meaning and not the typo's and crappy American Education system Zen, Clueless! I believe I had for the most part an excellent education and met a few teachers that I to this day will NEVER forget as they took a scared kid and showed her she was able to not only learn but excell! But yes, when I had to go out on my own at 16 in order to survive, I also learned very much in reality 101 and it helped me survive. I still love learning both and always will.
Little rainbow8 August 2010 at 1:56pmPosts: 3953 (0 today)Status: offline
Great you mentionned it Soul Reader ! :-] ( about the teachers)! :-]
But even if I find her very courageous, and if in some way she showed us a kind of vital and sane reaction, I won't vote for her, at least not today.
I only regret that not anyone should have taught her that:
- school is a relative part of a life, and that life exists outside school walls
- that the only real intelligence lies on the heart and not in the brain
- that, yes, she's the product of a determined situation
but the question lacking here, rather than, what an horrible thing, and no, I'm not blind by my success, should have been:
what to do of it ?
She then have turned to the great majority of other teen ager in the world, that hadn't had the chance to be "pressured" the way she has been, and would have become to think, that ever in life, a good is to be found within a bad situation.
Which means : she would have decided to turn towards those unable to reach her educational level.
As teacher, a thing I keep saying my pupils is:
Life is injust, don't loose your energy asking to yourself why, whow. Why are you eating each day, while other children don't, is there a logical reason to that situation ?
But if this injustice annoy you, a way or the other, spend your time to reduce it from all your strenght.
That's the way to use positively your energy. :-]
Little rainbow8 August 2010 at 2:09pmPosts: 3953 (0 today)Status: offline
And a little story occured one week ago, in some way to show how much I do agree with her.
my son came back home with his marks to the exam called "Baccalaureat" giving access to superior studies.
he graduated with the second highest level to it.
Among the marks he announced me a 19/20 in history and geography. :-]
I stay calm and cold and just tell him (half jocking) :
- do you think I'm impressed ? it made me feel as if you were announcing me a 1/20.
It make me worry about you.
Normal kids got marks such as 12/20 uneasily, but are living, playing guitar, having a girlfriend, taking time to "make again" the world, having good time with their friends and so on, life what !
Then I laugh and said him :
- I know! your doing right now all those think fully and plenly;
Congratulation ! :-]
In my mind, whatsoever, it has been a way to remind him that this mark of 19/20, even if wonderful, hadn't answered to the question of who he has to be in life.
rraven8 August 2010 at 3:43pmPosts: 3102 (0 today)Status: offline
"I believe I had for the most part an excellent education and met a few teachers that I to this day will NEVER forget as they took a scared kid and showed her she was able to not only learn but excell!"
That reminds me of a little exchange I had with a therapist. She asked, "What teachers inspired you?"
"Huh? What are you talking about?"
"You know - who was your favorite teacher?"
"No, I don't know. You mean a SCHOOL teacher?"
"Not one??? Not one teacher inspired you, encouraged you or anything like that." She seemed to not get her head wrapped around the concept.
"Wow. That's the saddest thing I ever heard."
"You haven't been in this business long, have you?"
Dana8 August 2010 at 5:06pmPosts: 267 (0 today)Status: offline
Thanks for posting this.
Little rainbow8 August 2010 at 7:04pmPosts: 3953 (0 today)Status: offline
Not surprised of your reactions, but here is the point in which one can say there's a problem in US educational system ! :-]
Little rainbow8 August 2010 at 10:03pmPosts: 3953 (0 today)Status: offline
to quotes about the subject
The aim (of education) must be the training of independently acting and thinking individuals who, however, can see in the service to the community their highest life achievement.
Never regard your study as a duty, but as the enviable opportunity to learn to know the liberating influence of beauty in the realm of the spirit for your own personal joy and to the profit of the community to which your later work belongs.
Imagination is more important than knowledge.