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"hypocrisy of your statement" I think that's a bit of an over reaction to a flippant statement - you nitpick every word and detail, I don't know why - it's all crap anyway and doesn't really mean anything - I don't care what you believe or don't believe, it does not concern me or affect my life to any degree - you believe what you want to - it's your life - I'll believe what I want to, it's be my belief system for a very long time and I rarely go into any detail about it. You want to put me down, prove me wrong and a nut case - you want me wrong - I don't know why you care so much - you are almost as obsessed as Rena/rraven - I think you are a damaged person, hurt by past abuse and it festers and bubbles in your id - and the hurt and the pain need someone to blame or someone to be your enemy - for some reason I fit that bill - even if you don't believe I have protection against negative vibes aimed at me - they bounced back to the sender and can cause bad luck - I don't wish the bad luck on you - it is your own negativity come home to roost Now about that Bossa Nova song by Eric Bazilian (what an interesting guy) is it me or is that song full of double meanings and is quite naughty I enjoy discovering a new (new to me) musician - and in this case I know a guy who is his manager - but won't get my hopes up (too late) about finding my composer partner - but I did send Steve 3 sets of lyrics and he did say one was "promising' so hopes up a little bit. Eric writes for many many other musicians - Cyndi Lauper being one - hundreds of songs, he's very cool and I'm in a bit of a crush mode here - and loving every minute of it. Funny he's from Philadelphia, my grandfather owned a pool hall there. not checking spelling or typos, life is too short.

Oh give it a rest Jen, you are becoming a bore - one note Sally you are getting as bad as rraven and that's saying something don't care what you believe - don't get for you daily snipes and put downs or if you take tongue in cheek comments as the gospel truth so go find another game to play - you are playing with the big boys here and you are way out of your league

It's NEVER you Cyn. It's always someone else. Whatever.

And of course now it's "tongue in cheek" Well gee Cyn, everything I said was tongue in cheek too! Believe that? Big Boys? oooh I'm terrified.

Just give it a rest Jen - what was that about being insane if you keep doing or saying the same thing over and over expecting a different result what are you trying to achieve here? some kind of victory over me? It's never you jen - I don't start these boring little fights - but I dont' mind finishing them - leave your negative vibes at home - they don't belong here You have a real problem and you don't look to yourself and see why you have to overcome me - why you have to prove that you are a better person than me with your little snipe and digs - that is classless and very uncool try to be nice - nice things happen to nice people - throwing negative barbs at me don't work - I use psychic protection and white life to reflect negativity back to the sender - so you stew in your own vat of black negative crap let it go Jen - you are a stuck record - and remember I don't start this crap you don' I only reply

Grinderman - Heathen Child http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LU3THF_058&feature=related Hey little momo Light as a rainbow, Heavy as an asteroid Crashed in the bathtub Yeah, sitting in the bathtub Hair full of her fingers Hair full of her fingers Yeah, sitting in the bathtub Says, "I'm scared and lonely" Sweet little momo says, "I'm scared and lonely" Here come the wolfman Hey little momo Saying, "hey little momo" Saying, "hey little momo" Sitting in the bathtub My heathen child She's a heathen child Yeah, she's a heathen child Yeah, she's a real wild child She got a little powder She got a little gun She got a little poison Got a little gun Sitting in the bathtub Sucking her thumb Says, "I don't care about Buddha [Don't] care about Krishna Don't care about Allah Don't care about anything" Just sitting in the bathtub, Sucking her thumb... Cuz, she's a heathen child [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/heathen-child-lyrics-grinderman.html ] Yeah, she's a heathen child Now, she's a heathen child Yeah, she's a real wild child [yeah... yeah, come on baby] Oh, poor little momo Yeah, paddled and rowed (?) She's got a little powder Got a little gun Sitting in the bathtub Having some fun She was raised by beasts and grabbed by vultures Oh, here come the wolfman The abominable snowman Got a little poison Got a little gun Sitting in her bathtub Waiting for the wolfman to come You think your great big husband will protect you, you are wrong You think your little wife will protect you, you are wrong You think your children will protect you, you are wrong You think your government will protect you, you are wrong She don't care about Allah She is the Allah Don't care about Buddha She is the Buddha Coz, she's a heathen child Yeah, she's a heathen child She's a heathen child She's a heathen child [Yeah, someone left the bathtub running someone left the bathtub running]

Water and Earth where you are cast No spell nor adverse purpose last Not in complete accord with me And as my will So mote it be

Well I use my I'm rubber, you're glue protection thig a ma jig. You know it's funny, you could have just explained why you feel it necessary to check out Rravens log and ended it with "keep your enemies closer" and I would have accepted that but you had to go further. You ever see what it is you are doing only the other person. You never answer the questions put to you, suddenly it was a "flippant remark" or tongue in cheek. Maybe I don't suffer fools gladly either. You are right about one thing, expecting a different result with you is insanity. I'm done playing. Have fun playing by yourself.

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Hymn to Lucifer by Crowley Ware, nor of good nor ill, what aim hath act? Without its climax, death, what savour hath Life? an impeccable machine, exact He paces an inane and pointless path To glut brute appetites, his sole content How tedious were he fit to comprehend Himself! More, this our noble element Of fire in nature, love in spirit, unkenned Life hath no spring, no axle, and no end. His body a bloody-ruby radiant With noble passion, sun-souled Lucifer Swept through the dawn colossal, swift aslant On Eden's imbecile perimeter. He blessed nonentity with every curse And spiced with sorrow the dull soul of sense, Breathed life into the sterile universe, With Love and Knowledge drove out innocence The Key of Joy is disobedience. Aleister Crowley

http://desmond.imageshack.us/Himg407/scaled.php?server=407&filename=thelemaautograph092.jpg&res=medium Aleister Crowley Aleister Crowley, born Edward Alexander Crowley, and also known as both Frater Perdurabo and The Great Beast, was an influential English occultist, mystic and ceremonial magician, responsible for founding the religious philosophy of Thelema. He was also successful in various other fields, including mountaineering, chess and poetry, and it has also been alleged that he was a spy for the British government. In his role as the founder of the Thelemite faith, he came to see himself as the prophet who was entrusted with informing humanity that it was entering the new Aeon of Horus in the early twentieth century, a time when old ethical and religious systems would be replaced by new ones focused upon the principle of individual liberty. Born into a wealthy upper class family, as a young man he became an influential member of the esoteric Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn after befriending the order's leader, Samuel Liddell MacGregor Mathers. Subsequently believing that he was being contacted by his Holy Guardian Angel, an entity known as Aiwass, whilst staying in Egypt in 1904, he received a text known as The Book of the Law from what he believed was a divine source, and around which he would come to develop his new religion of Thelema. He would go on to found his own occult society, and eventually rose to become a leader of Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.). Crowley was also a bisexual, a recreational drug experimenter and social critic. In many of these roles he "was in revolt against the moral and religious values of his time", espousing a form of libertinism based upon the rule of "Do What Thou Wilt". Because of this, he gained widespread notoriety during his lifetime, and was denounced in the popular press of the day as "the wickedest man in the world." Crowley has remained an influential figure right up till this day, and is widely thought of as the most influential occultist of all time. In 2002, a BBC poll described him as being the seventy-third greatest Briton of all time. References to him can be found in the works of numerous writers, musicians and filmmakers, and he has also been cited as a key influence on many later esoteric groups and individuals, including Kenneth Grant, Jack Parsons, Gerald Gardner and, to some degree, Austin Osman Spare. Crowley was British occultist, writer, mountaineer, philosopher, poet, and mystic. He was an influential member in several occult organizations, including the Golden Dawn, the Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.), and is best known today for his occult writings, especially The Book of the Law, the central sacred text of Thelema. He gained much notoriety during his lifetime, and was infamously dubbed "The Wickedest Man In the World." Crowley was a chess player, mountain climber, poet, painter, astrologer, hedonist, bisexual, drug experimenter, and social critic. Crowley had claimed to be a Freemason, but the regularity of his initiations with the United Grand Lodge of England has been disputed http://www.crystalinks.com/crowley.html

Reincarnation by: Aleister Crowley (1875-1947) In Life what hope is always unto men? Stories of Arthur that shall come again Cleansing the Earth in her eternal stain, Elias, Charlemagne, Christ. What matter then? What matter who, or how, or even when? If we but look beyond the primal pain, And trust the Future to write all things plain Graven on brass with the predestined pen. This is the doom. Upon the blind blue sky A little cloud, no larger than a hand. Whether I live and love, or love and die, I care not: either way I understand To me--to live is Christ; to die is gain For I, I also, I shall come again.

Lump of Clay First there was a lump of clay Added some, and took some more away I'm not trying to say that I am God But sometimes it just feels that way I had a friend who had an oven, he kept that sucker hot I put the things I made into it, somehow I forgot Burn, baby, burn First there was a lump of clay Added some, and took the rest away I'm not trying to say that I am God But sometimes it just feels that way I got a wheel, I've got my oven And over time I've learned Sometimes things work out all right And sometimes they just burn Burn, baby, burn, yeah For some reason I don't know Gave up searching long ago but Now I've got a lump of clay Adding some, and taking some away I'm not trying to say that I am God But when I dig my hands into a lump of clay Adding some and taking some away yeah, I feel like God With nothing more than just my little lump of clay Just a lump of clay from the cd A Very Dull Boy

Hallelujah and amen When the wine was gone we turned to whiskey When the whiskey was gone we turned to wine Now the wine is gone and there's no whiskey As we kiss our Salad Days so far behind Hallelujah and Amen Hallelujah, here's to my friends Hallelujah, Hallelujah When the cake was we turned to candy Now the candy's disappeared but I feel fine Hallelujah and Amen Hallelujah, here's to my friends Hallelujah, oh yeah, Hallelujah, oh yeah and Amen Each new beginning and Amen Comes from something's end, yeah yeah jajamen Everything that dies might even somehow live again Whe they clear the dust of civilization And the roses and such have gone to seed When the lights have all gone out we'll turn to candles yeah, that's light enought for all of us to see Hallelujah oh, and another amen Hallelujah, yeah, another one of my friends Hallelujah, I got a buckey full of hallelujah Hallelujah, a big old hallelujah Yeah, amen Hallelujah Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Hallelujah I got a bucket full of hallelujah Hallelujah, a big old bucket full of love Hallelujah, a whole lot of love, for you and me And Amen also from A Very Dull Boy

Eric Bazilian performs "One of Us" with his side band 10-16-2010 in Ephrata, PA http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyeThcEClBY

Hhhm, think I'm gonna have to report Eric for stalking me First, he goes to many of the same clubs/places I used to go in the Philly area, seems to know a lot of the same people as I know and then he actually comes to play in Ephrata, PA -- Ephrata, PA???!!! My word, that's only @ 15 miles from my home -- I'm gonna have to keep an eye on him

It's a small world after all. Just ask Walt Disney

Um, when you keep an eye on him, could you stand outside his window and take some pictures for me. pleeeese, I'll pay you double for unclothed ones. This man makes my thought go into dangerous areas - and he invades my dreams, which can be a good thing - you are lucky to breathe the same air as he does - sigh signed - unrequited love

One night while working at the TLA in Philly, I was working at the doors and had the guest list/tickets with me. I cannot remember who was playing that night, but it had to have been someone local -- Tommy Conwell or Southside Johnny or someone local because many of the Philly celebs were on the list. When Eric showed up, he was so funny because he started to give me his name and I told him that I knew who he was, even though he had cut his hair -- he's one good-looking man, long or short hair! We chatted a bit about the Hooters (who were not together at the time, but they were never really "broken up" either) and I told him that I missed the Hooters and he said, "I miss the Hooters too!" (I think this made me realize how often so many bands are not performing together any longer, but it's not always their choice, but more circumstances).

Sometimes it's sad when group breaks up but it's just like life, people need to move into different directions in order to grow. It worked out well for PG and Genesis.